Hey son, it's me you father look I wish to tell you of the last days.

It all started for us on the 20th of August a fantastic day, your mother had just started training for her new job and I had been given the honorable role as "Daddy At Home" for the next five days until she had finished her training. to be totally honest it would be the first time me and you would get 100% alone time as you have a keen and large family, part of me was terrified and the other half was manically exited with the idea of looking after you and your sister. I wanted to play everyday until you guys slept then I would wait for you to wake but every time you did I couldn't help but try and match your wonderful smile.

Anyway back to the day, I obviously couldn't keep your family away for long as they all wanted to help but to also see you and your sister so throughout the days we had constant visitors, so of which daddy didn't even expect but all were welcomed anyway by the smiles of you and Lara.

In those days we played, ran, jumped, sang, played peekaboo, the list is endless I played with you till the moment you shut your eyes most days and would simply have a large cuddle family session with your sister if you were to tired...

The memories are beyond sweet to me and still make me smile when I think back to them I just sad tat the story didn't get a happy ending instead as always I was met with heartache and pain. but this story isn't about me I needed to let you know that from the 20th - 25th of august you had a bast and so did I, I couldn't of asked for a better partner in crime or shoulder to cry on you are everything I could've always wanted and more.

Not to help the huge amount of cuddles you received every day from our visitors, most predominantly your great grandmother who even at 80 can still move like a hummingbird! (which is fantastic)

Sorry, back to the story I just wanted to thank you because in all fairness I believe not only did I try to give you the best days because of the circumstances you always returned and then some back to me with a smile every single day and I will forever be grateful to say I was with you my fantastic angel until the last moment I just wish I could've seen your beautiful dye cast blue eyes one more time or seen that breathtaking smile, you are my happy place Dorian and no one can ever take that away from me.

you were my handsome little man. Your father x