Hey baby boy, you're 1 years old today! A year ago today I got the amazing experience of welcoming perfect little you into the world. You'd be crawling by now, maybe even walking and you'd be babbling and I bet you'd have gorgeous thick, curly blonde hair. I miss you so, so, so much; no pain compares to this. I hope you like your balloon, when I was visiting you I saw a white butterfly - I read that white butterflies are said to be the souls of angel children so thank you for visiting. I love you more than I'll ever be able to express.