Hey little man,
I miss you so, so much. I wish you could tell me what happened to you, I wish I knew for certain what happened because all I can do is speculate and I just can't figure any of this out. I'm so very lost without you; I play our days together over and over in my head just to pretend everything is how it once was. I was so happy. A part of me is so eager for the Coroners report to come out, just so I'm one step closer to beginning to understand why you're gone and why my world has been flipped on its head. I love you, very, very, very much <3