This year would be your first experience at Christmas and I can guarantee you I would have got you and your sister matching Christmas outfits little buddy! It is usually my favourite time of year; theirs colourful fairy lights on every street, apple and cinnamon scented candles, turkey and stuffing, crisp air, dark, cosy nights, snow (which is this wonderful, white, cold, fluffy stuff that we can make snowmen with) Christmas trees with baubles on (and your sister loves baubles), presents and family <3 This year will be different though, much different without you around but you will be there with us, I promise you. I love you gorgeous boy <3