y'know, I've had my heart broken before, little man, but nothing on this earth compares to this ache. This kind of heartbreak truly is the kind a person will never come back from, not completely. Don't get me wrong, son, I do laugh and I do smile but I'm oh so cautious now, more than I ever have been before. You're auntie Amelia always told me I "bounce back" easily but for the first time in my life I feel truly wounded. The bond you and I had is incomparable to that of anything else, I knew you and me would have had that classic mother and son bond, like the one I watched your uncle and Meema have and I miss you so much, I love you so much, my little love of my life and I'm so sorry I couldn't make this better. You're entire family think of you daily little man, I know that for sure, every single one of us have got a hole in our hearts now but it is one where you will forever belong <3