Hey little man,
I wish there was a way to make this all better and I am so, so sorry that I can't. I do feel like I've let you down because I can't bring you back and I couldn't have saved you but just know I wish I could trade places, I would have done anything to keep you here and I'm so sorry. I love you so much, and I miss you so, so much. This was the most unfair thing that could happen to anyone and I'm so sorry it happened to you, little man. The days don't get easier, they never will and I keep finding knew ways to 'cope', music is my best friend at the moment - I love you, you're the best angel up there baby <3