I hate that I never got to say goodbye to you. I hate that I never saw this coming. I hate how unpredictable and unimaginable this was. And I hate that we lost you: you should have outlived all of us. You should have grown to see birthday after birthday, Christmas after Christmas, New Year after New Year. You should have fallen in love, learnt to talk, walk, run, drive. You should have made friends and had children yourself one day. You should have been able to enjoy movies, food, paining, music, dancing, sport etc but it was all taken from you. And I hate that I never got to ask why. Why you? Why like that? I miss you to the end of the Earth with all my soul. I love you even more.